Lets do some catching up

It has been days that I have flickered over this blogging site. It reminds me of time when I was addicted to it. I just started looking at the comment today which brought back all the memories. It's just life has been a roller coaster ride since i have left blogging...Mmmm.. Lets just say I was on a break. But you know the feeling that inspired me to write stuff has gone. I mean I used to be sad which use to give me inspiration. But now I don't have to time to even think. Don't know what to write now. Ok lets talk about my career. Your comments can be very useful for me(If any one bothered to read this far...:P:P).

I have been working with Convergys Solution. Not though i am enthusiastic about this job. But you know what they say The best part of the job is the salary. My motive is the same. It has nothing to do with my engineering skills. No no wait a sec... It has. Engineering taught me How to "Copy-Paste". I am using it here excessively. I always wanted to be an artist. I mean not necessarily a writer... may be a guitarist or something. And let me tell you the irony of the whole situation is that being a artist you are not suppose to "Copy-Paste". By the way job is not that bad it seems so. We have been provided with XBOX 360 Kinnet to play around. Table tennis and pool too.

By the side of my job, I have joined a web designing course so that i can use my technical and creative skills together. I want to set up my own Company. Far fetched idea though i know. I want to create websites which no one has created. If that idea fail I will writing my novel. i have start writing it. I have written some 10 pages or so. Let see how it turns out to be. You people will buy one of my books...Won't you(new age marketing by emotionally blackmailing people to do things..:P:P). If that plan also fails I will come back to what I am doing now. The "Copy-paste" stuff.

Your "Vishesh tipnis" are always welcome about my career and also about my writing. Hey guys gotta rush now. Time to leave the office. I won't say good bye... Coz "Hum hai rahi pyaar ke, Phir milenge Chalte chalte...:):)"(My blog post hai ek dialogue to banta hai...:D:D)(Without filmy dialogue my blog post is incomplete)(Sorry about the non-Hindi readers...:):))

This is my new resume. Any1 wana hire me...:P:P. Scribbled by me and photoshopped by my friend. 

Off to Write

This post was written yesterday night or should I say today morning but I am posting it now coz I slept while writing so please read it in that mood only

After trying so hard to write the perfect ending to my story Lucky in Love, I thought to myself I can’t do it today. It has been a long day. I should collapse on the coziest horizontal surface for my long awaited sleep. But I am staring at the ceiling, blinking my eyes trying to sleep. I tried counting the sheep and reached up 4939 and still no sign of sleep. It’s just sleep and me does not come along so well until I write something so I accepted my defeat and sat in front of my computer. And its not today that i have been facing this problem. I have this thing from a long time. Now its 3 am in the morning deprived of sleep my eyes are burning my spine is shouting out of pain but I have no idea about the ending of the story. I am totally wiped. I was walking down the street and I had the perfect ending for my love story and my heart said “Eureka”. Now when I am sitting in front of my laptop, I can’t think of anything. But my fingers are uncooperative, my mind refusing to function, it’s moving like a turtle. The climax of story is the most important thing for me coz it should have something different “Div effect” on it but I am blank now. This blog writing has become obsession for me. Every day I think I have to write something. Check my blog in each hour visitors or if anyone has left a comment or not. I remember a time when I used to take my food with me upstairs and eat and write simultaneously. Eating with my left hand (evening snacks) digging into bowl and writing with my right hand typing furiously whatever idea had come to my mind at that time. Let me tell you why I started writing blogs in the first place. I was running out of friends to take out my frustration. So first I started writing about my frustration and realities then I created my own fictional characters (if you have noticed I always use the same names for my stories). The good thing with me is I love telling stories. If even a small incident will happen in my daily life I describe it interestingly although it’s a common incident that can happen in anybody’s day to day life. I love creating new worlds and play around with them. I think I am suffering from writer’s fatigue now a days so it’s better to put up a creative goodbye post. It’s time to collect my thought back again before getting back to writing again. My blog has never been a victim of quantity. It has always been nourished by quality. It’s going to be a drought in my blog for a while for a better “crop” tomorrow. So bye guys and girls I am going to unplug my brain to writing for sometime.
                                                             Take care
                                                             -Divyansh

Non sense Continues

Before starting this blog let me tell you this blog post is written out of boredom and frustration coz of my studies and a desperate attempt to increase the TRP of this blog. Readers should read this content at their own risk. Writer should not be held responsible if you get bored at the end of this blog. Another warning that is should give is excessive reading of my blog may lead to aggression, pulling of hair, throwing things. Personally I would suggest take deep breaths and take out your frustration by giving me comments. Now you have your own personal space to write and at least you know there is one person who will read it with pure respect and concentration no matter how bad they are…:D :D( Ya that me)Well I don’t take criticisms so well so you better give me good comments…:D :D. So now when you have already decided to read it let me come to the point. As I was scrolling down my blog post I started thinking I write about things any one can write about. I mean anyone can talk about bull shit I just wrote. Let me tell you why I am raising this issue again. As clear from the previous blog post that I can write about anything and everything. I don’t even need a topic to talk on (apart from those boring topics like politic and current affair.(sorry irfan bhai no offence you are a great writer)). Let newspaper write about them. You are here for some fun. I can write about reality. What I think of people what I think of the world but my mind is filled with so much of negativity now a days that I don’t want to make this blog the way of taking out my frustration(You must be thinking what am I doing from past  5mins). But I don’t see enough comments in my blog that it deserve. I mean I don’t want my inbox to be filled with just comment but at least show some respect and praise me…..:D :D(I am now practically begging for it…:P:P). As now I can see a feeble smile on your face I think my motive of this blog is finished so I should leave you alone otherwise you can kill me. Hey time for a new pj. Ha ha ha you thought you can escape that easily

Why people are not supposed to clap in Afghanistan?
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Coz Afghanistan has “Taliban”(Talli ban)…:D :D

PS I am working on my love story. I am trying to give it a good end...:):)

Non sense With a little sense....:):)

Its 2:30 here and I am stuck thinking about what to write. But I have to write some thing. It has been long that I have written some thing significant. I don't have a idea about my recent love story. I guess have not been lucky in love. There are several people who wait for my blog and are eager to read it. Ok enough of my fictional thoughts and lets just come back to reality again there is no one here who waits for my blog. Oh come on who want to read a blog of naive immature kid. Yes but there are some people who reads my blog precisely 10. I know some of my fellow blogger want to kill me now because they are so intense in their writing raising the social issue and problems they face in their daily lives like Irfan bhai (as i like to call him) and there are people who write about realities and talk about their life like Purvaa (i don't know why there is a extra 'A' in her name) but what do I write about I really don't know my forte. Even if I am talking about something serious i will say something funny in between but thats the way I am. I take think lightly I am happy to be sad and for those reader after reading some intense blog they should come to my blog for some tension release. Because you will always find 1-2 sade hue jokes as i like to call them PJs (i know it can make you pull your hair) and my take on every thing which is written in brackets that can bring at least a smile on your face. i think i am doing a good job. See i have finished writing one more blog without having a topic in my mind. i am a genius. I can write about any thing. Ok now you will be thinking why i am praising my self coz no one else does it so thought why shouldn't I do it. Anyways now you will be bored and probably thinking why am I read this post so for you here is a pj if still you can bear it

A man was doing exercise on the road. With dumbbell and all so people started talking autographs from him. tell me why?

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don't know

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i will tell you

coz he became 

"Gym carry" (jim carrey)

:D :D

now you can kill me and please leave your comments down. My soul will rest in peace.... :D :D

PS Please tell your friends about my blog. More people more comment. More comments better inspiration. Better inspiration Better blog....:):)

Why love has to be so painful...:(

I picked up the phone thrice but could not gather courage to call her. After all these years and especially what happened between me and her. Life does not give us second chance. I wish I could tell her how much I love her. I loved her all the time we were together but it’s just the way I expressed it (or the way I didn't expressed it). In the course of time lots of things have changed. I know I was a complete jerk at that time but now I have changed entirely. Thing that have not changed for sure are my love for her and the distance between our hearts. I still remember her face when she first saw me after these years. She was literally starring at me with open mouth.…J. I still have those sweet memories of hers that don’t let me sleep. I wish I can ask her to start it all over again. I know that it’s not possible but I can't help forgetting her. It’s these small things that keep reminding me of her. I am sorry if I can’t forget her even after so much of time has passed and for loving her more than anything in this world. But now I really don’t know what I should do. Because she is the only one I have loved. I never felt about some else like this as I feel it when I was with her. But there is a question that haunts me all the time am I wrong for loving her or she is wrong for not loving me back coz something has to be wrong since we are not together

The cooking X-perience

Yesterday was the last day of 2010. And today is the new beginning now. My beginning is not so bad. When I came to know that my cook is not coming on the first day of the year. I thought I had to bring Maggi(as usual) because i am too lazy to go to a restaurant but my friend suggested to make food at home. First I was like who's gonna do all the stuff I mean washing peeling cutting and all that whatever is required. Its not that I have never entered into a kitchen I am good at make maggi :D. So we '3 idiots' entered into the kitchen. We eneterd into the kitchen and everyone was searching for every thing. i mean vinay was looking for spices. i was looking for frying pan and Das was looking for space to cook(of course). Vinay was the Mr. perfectionist like Aamir made the dal. Das was like maddy made rice and omelet and me as sharman joshi made the potato. Why am I saying X-perience is because the food was extra ordinarily good and it was expected to be a disaster. My new day has begun with cooking. Let me know if you people also did some thing new. I hope i will do it again in future and keep telling you the 'X-periences'....:)

Alone

Today I am sad very sad because I am alone. I have no one to share my happiness  my sadness my fears my dreams. i will be alone for new year. its just not about one day the new year its about years that has passed and that is waiting for me to enter. Lost in my thoughts i took a walk down the road.... a long walk on one of the busiest road in the city. As i was walking i saw lights all over the place but there was so much of dark i feel in my heart. My eyes went blurred due to the pain I was feeling came out as droplets. I tried hard enough to be a guy who could be liked by people but i failed. Tonight its unusually dark and cold. i am listening to the roars of the chilly wind. It seems happiness is for sure not my cup of tea....:(

The christmas feeling

Tomorrow is Christmas. And new year is around the corner. It seems Christmas has waved a magic wand over this world, and behold, everything is softer and more beautiful. There is so much of romance in the air these days. I am missing my Beloved who would be sitting some where in her home cozing in her blanket and me....? i am sitting in my balcony shivering due to cold and writing this weird stuff. The view in front of me is magnificent. Its just like a Christmas tree. To the left is a series of building with white light, in front of me are yellow lights, below me is a lake with a building by the side who's reflection can be seen in the lake. But its not worth it its all seems incomplete without her presence. If i could wish for one thing on this Christmas  I will surely will wish for her but At the end of the day i know my wish isn't going to come true and I will be alone. I want to say so many things to her but I can't. Now its too late to say any thing. She has created a wall against herself that i can't break. I suggest you guys to go get out there speak out your feeling to people you love otherwise it will be too late and you will be standing in the cold just like me thinking what if i had said that.... what if i have expressed my true feeling...what if.... so don't wait just go. if you thinking that some things should be remain unsaid then my friend you could be wrong. some times some things if left unsaid remain unheard.....