Today I am sad very sad because I am alone. I have no one to share my happiness my sadness my fears my dreams. i will be alone for new year. its just not about one day the new year its about years that has passed and that is waiting for me to enter. Lost in my thoughts i took a walk down the road.... a long walk on one of the busiest road in the city. As i was walking i saw lights all over the place but there was so much of dark i feel in my heart. My eyes went blurred due to the pain I was feeling came out as droplets. I tried hard enough to be a guy who could be liked by people but i failed. Tonight its unusually dark and cold. i am listening to the roars of the chilly wind. It seems happiness is for sure not my cup of tea....:(
Thursday, December 30, 2010
Saturday, December 25, 2010
Tomorrow is Christmas. And new year is around the corner. It seems Christmas has waved a magic wand over this world, and behold, everything is softer and more beautiful. There is so much of romance in the air these days. I am missing my Beloved who would be sitting some where in her home cozing in her blanket and me....? i am sitting in my balcony shivering due to cold and writing this weird stuff. The view in front of me is magnificent. Its just like a Christmas tree. To the left is a series of building with white light, in front of me are yellow lights, below me is a lake with a building by the side who's reflection can be seen in the lake. But its not worth it its all seems incomplete without her presence. If i could wish for one thing on this Christmas I will surely will wish for her but At the end of the day i know my wish isn't going to come true and I will be alone. I want to say so many things to her but I can't. Now its too late to say any thing. She has created a wall against herself that i can't break. I suggest you guys to go get out there speak out your feeling to people you love otherwise it will be too late and you will be standing in the cold just like me thinking what if i had said that.... what if i have expressed my true feeling...what if.... so don't wait just go. if you thinking that some things should be remain unsaid then my friend you could be wrong. some times some things if left unsaid remain unheard.....